So, I haven’t posted anything to my site in a while, and sadly it was unable to be avoided. That’s one of the shittiest parts about CF if you get sick or rundown, there’s no toughing through it, you just have to endure…until its run its course.
Well, for me the past several months have absolutely SUCKED. I have had one problem after another, and rundown at its worst. So, I’ve been biding my time, and recovering as best I could.
While I couldn’t really do anything physical or even much of anything, I have been thinking about EVERYTHING a lot…and I think that’s one of the things about CF that’s strange. I’ve been told many times over my life that I have an “old soul.” And I’m guessing most CFer’s have as well. I think it’s a given when you have so much time to contemplate EVERYTHING. It forces you to “age, or grow up” faster than the average person.
Throughout my while life I’ve had older friends, I’ve dated people who are usually older than I am. And not purposefully…but, more out of a desire to have someone I can relate to better, they just so happen to be older.
So, being that the last few months have been difficult, I’ve been trying to figure out a way to accommodate life around being sick, and its not easy. I have however discovered a few things that may make it easier as I get older, if I get “older.” (not trying to be morbid, just realistic).
The Best way I can describe what I’ve been thinking about is simplicity, I need to develop my life around a simple set of needs, wants, belongings, activities, etc..
So, I have decided I want to look into the “Tiny House” movement, and find a way to work in some sort of field where I can do most of my work from home, it will probably be the only way I keep a semi-normal life…
Anyway, I have been sleeping very little and am trying to get this post up as a re-entrance into my posting schedule, as I’ve been out of the loop for so long now.
For that I do apologize, I wish it wasn’t this way, but it is…for now at least. So, to those who have read and posted in my absence I appreciate you greatly, and any new viewers I thank you for taking the time. it means a lot to me to be able to reach even the small number that I do.
Hopefully everyone has had a good summer, and enjoys the season change as much as I do…but, for now, have a good rest of the week and I’ll be posting more frequently now, hope you enjoy. Thanks again for stopping by!
Fellow CFer’s…breathe strong! And stay healthy!